since i'm here, and around, and this will probably NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN, here's yet more fic. this actually was supposed to be longer, but things being as they are... it probably will never be finished. so have some. i'm also considering blowing everyone's mind (read: veronica's mind) by posting the 15,000 word spn story i never finished.... but maybe i'll save that for another weekend.

warning: if you just read "take what we want...", don't read this. it might kill your buzz. in fact it might kill all buzzes ever. it may also kill puppies.

the killing moon
kris/adam; nc-17; 2400 words
this is the worst thing you've ever done.
notes: totally unbeta'd! also, the first porn i've ever posted! also, seriously dysfunctional! hooray. title from the echo and the bunnymen song.
( If this is going to happen, Adam thinks, it’s going to happen like this.  )

oh my god, you guys. OH MY GOD. senior year is kicking the shit out of me. i barely have time to eat most days, let alone ROLL AROUND IN FANDOM. it is seriously sad. anyway, here's this thing i wrote.... a really long time ago.

take what we want and give the rest away
kris/adam; pg-13; 6100 words
fandom cliche #82: in which the heroes get older, grow up and fall in love.
notes: beta'd by wutendeskind, to whom i am very very grateful. title from the kinks' song "strangers." also: obligatory j2 shout out included.
( Three years after Idol, Kris and Katy divorce. )

i can't even face my flist right now.

LAST TOUR PERFORMANCE HOMG


ALSO MY LIFE IS FALLING APART


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ugh. long story short, my roommate/hetero lifemate/friend who i love but am secretly competitive with and i both auditioned for our school's big musical. neither of us have done a musical in like four years, we're both in a cappella groups, we're like comparable singing wise though she is a little better than me. we both got called back, but i got the "rando chorus" callback and she got called back for the lead.

wah fucking wah. i'm so happy for her, but i'm also seriously butthurt. i mean, i hope i get in anyways and it will still be fun but like... just, whatever, it sucks kind of.

ALSO, i am maybe getting back together with my kind of ex? but it all hinges on whether or not he can get his shit together enough to decide whether he actually is, you know, physically attracted to me? which is really awesome for my self esteem.

blah blah, whine whine.

1) i just saw harry potter 6 for the... fourth... time. i still really like it. tom felton's acting/hotness still impress me, and, even though the second half kinda falls apart, the first half is paced well, acted well and generally awesome. also the sound editing and score are fucking INCREDIBLE, and the cinematography is beeeeeeyootiful. ♥

2) so i'm kind of into cookleta now? even though i don't even really know who either of them are? WHAT IS MY LIFE.

( blah blah real life cakes. )

oh em gee i am so fucking tired. driving 12 hours alone is draining enough; doing it on 4 hours sleep is worse. on the plus side, i am 1/3 of the way to vermont.

a) i just had a two hour phone conversation with my sort-of ex, and it was... really awesome. we get along so well, and i'm psyched that we are still friends and kind of like "what was i thinking" on the whole dating thing at all, but whatevs.

b) that conversation ended with me promising to send him links about KRADAM, because he is a) extremely gay and b) as nerdy as me so i just sent him like a primer email on kradam. um, AWESOME.

c) i just uploaded some kris+adam and j2 fanvids onto my nano to watch when i am sad. shameful or amazing? i'm going with amazing.

everyone's a building burning
kris/adam, r, 1250 words
adam is everywhere, even when he's not.
notes: beta'd by the lovely wutendeskind, who i met through idolmeta's dating beta service. this is my first foray into airps, so, there's that. title is from "blame it on the tetons" by modest mouse.
( Adam has a freaky magical ability to be everywhere, all the time. )

so i spent the whole day redoing my delicious page, because that is obviously a really good use of an entire day.


more importantly, what do people think of an ai/dr. horrible crossover in which kris and dr. horrible fall desperately in love?